School holiday .....

Yup....its the 7 weeks holiday now...
Quite boring in home....
Just keep watch television, play piano...play ps2
The game I play in ps2 is okami...
I have know all the story line...cause I have play before....
And I have play finished last time...

Boring...boring.....

Now I am going to write a letter to Huan Jia Hui
致嘉卉
我知道这个是个很迟很迟的信。。。。
不过心意总算有啦。。。。
对不对。。。

哈哈哈。。。最近肯定是在家里发霉吧！
的空的时候可以打电话和我聊聊。。。
毕竟我也在家发霉中。。
就快要生磨菇出来了。。。
可能明年你看见我的时候。。
我已经变成蘑菇了。。。

好累好累。。。
好想睡。。。
明天继续吧！。。。

......

Just want to write something into my blog....
Quite boring in these days ...
Want to pass up those project before holiday...
I just do it in school....
Because quite boring in school in these time...

Just suddenly thinking about yesterday...
I just can't think I can broke this friendship like this....
But I just talk to him...
With a serious mood...

And today I call him just tell him remember to see yesterday post..
But I just hear his friends are just talking about me..
His friends just say tell him don't talk with me anymore something like that..
Making in a extreme bad mood...
Damn it...

I am just helping him to restore this friendship but I think it doesn't need anymore...
Just let him think himself....he tell his friend about this and let all those his friend talking about me...
I hate it...

If he hurt me like this...why should I want to help him...
Just keep hurt him back...and I doesn't want to acknowledge him anymore...
Back to your friends group and don't find me anymore!

Long time no see ....I'm back.....

Quite a long time I didn't post thing into my blog....
Just write something about my good friend....or even he can become my brother......such a long time have a good day with him....
But now all has change......

Just wanted to help him with his result......
He just ignored me....
And he say..
Isn't good friends have to trust each other?
Isn't good friends have to understanding each other?
Isn't good friends have to accept each other character?
Isn't good friends have to happy when they are together?...

But he just didn't say something...
Good friends actually must help each other...
Good friends must know each other than anyone in your live except family.....
Or even good friends must know more than each other lover...
Good friends are not only for play with you
Good friends is always with you...inside your heart...even reading or 10 years more...

But he doesn't know me much....
He doesn't know me...
Am I a people that will simply just ignored a friendship?
Just a helping hand...
But he doesn't even say anything and just trying to say goodbye to me....
And he is trying to let me know I am the one who broke the friendship....

Anyway just hope he can see this post....
My dream, my hope, is always with the confidence....
The confidence will lead to my dream and my hope....

Say goodnight for today....

Chan Zi Hao

Boring in the car...

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    Chia ZiXian diam lah矮仔B-) (via Maxis fb2mobile SMS)

    7 hours ago ·
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    Chan Jiayan who r u little chia zixian??u r an annoying little boy zixian~shut up pls=)

    37 minutes ago via Facebook Mobile ·
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    Qian Yu jiayan~he is not little u noe? coz he is quite FAT~
    mayb drink to much milk liao XD

    33 minutes ago · · 1 person
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    Chan Jiayan haha~den should b diam lah 肥仔zixian~
    Oops~we r juz kidding~little boy dun mind ya~=)

    26 minutes ago via Facebook Mobile ·
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    Qian Yu yea~i think we better dun talk too much here><>

    25 minutes ago · · 1 person
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    Chan Jiayan haha ok!=)
    qianyu u dun bully him la~ naughty girl~~he is such a a CUTE肥仔^^
    肥仔bye bye ~
    
    Chan Zi Hao 梓贤，别得意，害羞在学校，勇敢在面子书，还算好。
    不过成绩要考”好好“来啦！

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Sorry for this is a english posting cause i am very lazy for typeing a long long chinese post...

Sorry about long time didnt posting anything in my blog......

Sorry.....!!!

Actually i have a good reason for this cause i have a dairy book now...

Dont you think scold is a good for a 13 years old person??

I dont think so...

But some people will think is good but it must see the person....

I am a unhappy person

But why my Family does not realize about me???

I am just think and think...but i also cant realize why my family cant know more about me...

Of cause i didnt tell they all i have my blog i am a unhappy person..

But why they cant see it and ask me??

Just For Some Small Case and scold me...

From Chan Zi Hao

15/11/2010

Be Happy Forever

Diary 7/9

今天，早上去McD 吃 Mc Egg Muffin ^^

下午就去了popular的bookfest

买了两本书，原本要买5本和平旦的！

到最后因为母亲不给，所以只是买了两本。

原本加起来的价很贵！！有超过Rm150。

然后我也买料一个pendrive咯！！

午餐，我就去吃Jusco(Taman maluri) 的oldtown^^good...

晚上，就是我的读书时间。哇，人生享受，读书，做笔记，听宫崎骏^^

心得。。。

这几天，不知为何，一下子就会开心，忧郁很像没有了^^

但今天的事（平旦），不知为何，会记在心？？？

好吧！姐姐帮我买。。。YES!!!

听歌最爽！宫崎骏，《贝多芬的病毒》里的歌，good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

听到歌会跟节奏跳舞!!!

突然，我很想买clarinet，很怀恋乐队的生活，

我要用一个熟悉的乐器，吹歌！！！！！

（暂时）21/9 晚上继

加了三首快歌和两首协奏曲。。。希望让自己开心。。也突然想起乐队的生活，很想吹clarinet...

我的世界一定要这样吗？？？

国文差，就被妈妈骂，你觉得我会开心吗？？

我知道我国文差。。但你也不需要骂我啊！到底你这位做母亲的有没有理过孩子的感受。。

我哭。。不再是因为学校的事了。。而是家人对我的事。。

我心再哭着，我脸在笑着。。这种生活我能过得几久？？

难道我去看了心理医生，证明了我患上了忧郁症，你们才放手吗？？